Peaceful … That is my word for today! Mainly because as I
sit here at my lap top, coffee next to me and music in the background. It is
exactly the word that fits how I feel. I love days when I can wake up with
thoughts of “This day will be better!” “I will not wake to fight.” Because
today will be different. My children are safe … and the past is the past.
Things are about to get personal!
It’s funny … For the biggest portion of my life I could,
would blame my past for who I am. For why I do the things I do. ETC. Recently I
have realized that (I was playing the victim) I was using my past and the things
that formed it as excuses. I was pussing out of taking responsibility for my
own actions. I realized just how much I was truly hurting myself by doing this.
How much holding onto anger and tears and regret can really affect who you are.
It was only recently after talking with a friend that it clicked. Holding onto
the past only gives it that much more power. You can only heal and move on once
you truly let go. Until you learn to let go and face what is ahead without
turning back into the past to grab onto a shred of reasoning for why what
happening now is happening you’ll never overcome it!
That lesson helped a lot in recent things in my life. I
could have woke up thinking… “Damn that griffin.” I could have focused on the audacity,
could have allowed myself to be overcome by irritation. But instead I focused on
today. Today … is a good day!
So pretty much I am in a peaceful state. Which by the way …
I just want to say “Pandora! Pandora is the shit!”
I put in one artist and it instantly and strangely connected
to my soul musically speaking. Not one song I haven’t like has played! Just
thought I would let you guys out there know that! In case you are ever in a
music bind.
ALSO ….
Would like to tell you guys about something cool I watched
and then googled! Did you guys know that you do not need a space shuttle to
come into contact with the moon? You may have a small little piece laying undisturbed
under your bed, couch or tables (if you are like me and rarely clean under
those places) *blush* you could have a piece stuck in the cracks of your
sneakers! HOW COOL IS THAT? Seriously “You can check out the original source
here – He explains it better than I ever could.” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bbgz4yY-xX0
But pieces of space MANY, MANY pieces of space fall to earth every year. Most
from asteroids ETC. but some from the moon as well. There are partials from
space layering where we walk every day! And you very well could be tracking in
your very own piece of the moon! I simply think that is just awesome. But watch
the video. He explains it in detail. As well as so many more interesting
things.
(So that little tid bit explains the photo)
I am seriously infatuated with the moon. It is by far one of
the most beautiful things I have seen. I am amazed by it. (I took this picture
last night around 7pm standing in my front driveway) (The little guy next to
the moon gave me a fright to remember so I decided to give my friend a little photo
shoot) From the safety behind my window screen.
According to google this creepy new friend of mine is called
a writing spider. (I know this thanks to my sister Lonna pointing it out) Their bite is harmless to humans … So that is good to know. They may bite if picked up but rarely attack large animals. Lonna points out my recent attempt at a pumpkin patch would explain why it chose my house for a home. These little things tear down and rebuild their web daily and are larger than their males. They really are interesting.
Spiders make me fear for my life. However this little guy/gal is benefiting me
by eating all those pesky little mosquitos, nats ETC. So we can be friends as
long as it stays outside! It really is
quite beautiful.
Either way … this is just a rant about my day. A few lessons
learned. Cool moon facts and a friend who doesn’t get the reconization they
really deserve, unless they are realized by a frantic screamer holding a shoe.
To anyone who stopped by … thanks for reading and I hope you
have a wonderful day! xxDee
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