Monday, March 31, 2014

Sigh .... A new day - new chances

Sigh ................... That is what I am doing right now. It is the first morning I have woken up that I haven't dreaded communication. You ever realize that the moment you say that things are going to be better. things are going to be different ... that it's the exact same time that things decide to take a turn for the worse. I would say ironic. But the irony of the situation, is that its not ironic at all. It is the norm. So once again "Sigh."  "It is a beautiful day today." That photo is this morning's sunrise.

I've been busting my balls. I don't see a dent either. I have so much to do, very little time and no motivation to do it. Do you guys remember me mentioning a cat? Rumor? The one who made my porch her home, decided to get knocked up and then moved into my home with her four adorable little kittens? Maybe I only mentioned the part where I adopted her because she wouldn't go away. She was starving and I had no choice but to save her. I simply can not turn away from an animal in need.

Either way ... She had kittens. I brought her and them all inside and kept them safe, fed and warm. They have since all found homes. Rumor on the other hand has been being held hostage Despite of her many attempts to escape. I have suffered her incessant meowing for freedom and endured fleas. The damn cat had fleas (Insert sad face.) Needless to say, Whom ever owned her did not have her fixed etc. After the hardship of trying to find them homes ... I was NOT about to put that cat back outside without doing what the previous owners should have done. There was a very long, LONG waiting list for cats to get spayed. Today is her day though. I am literally (hah, I lied- let me change that) MENTALLY doing Cartwheels. Soon, I can set her free. As sweet as she is, she is definitely an outside type of cat. She is not happy being stuck here. Part of me hopes she stays around and honestly I think that she will. But part of me wants her to go to her home. They must miss her. Surely they do. It's not like she's a bad cat. She doesn't bite, doesn't scratch anything but the window she's trying to budge. She really is the perfect cuddly cat. It's my cat *Amelia* that's a total asshole. No judging me either. She is, She is a giant fur-ball who attacks without warning. Sometimes I contemplate shooting her with the Nerf-gun. But that sucker is never around when I finally give in to temptation.

Wow. Went on a rant there. Sorry about that. She is getting fixed. She will be able to go back outside, as soon as she is healed and Rumor will be as happy as a clam here soon. Are clams happy? I really do not understand that saying.

So I am still doing all the stuff I was supposed to accomplish yesterday, because I have three little monsters (children) who tornado each room I finish. Is it really illegal to tie them up and stuff them in closets? I mean, it would only be for a few hours. Just until I am done.

I am thinking about signing up for this thing "Campnanowrimo" https://campnanowrimo.org/sign_in Here is a link if you are interested. It's a motivator of sorts for writers. You put in a word count goal, you write each day till you reach it....Upload your story so they can do a word count (no worries, it automatically deletes your story soon as its done.) Supposedly some people have written a complete novel in a month. I don't know about other writers. But my gosh, sometimes it is hard to even hit 10,000 words. Much less the 80,000 plus you need to be considered a novel. I thought maybe I would give it a shot. What harm could it do. I mean, for all I know, I have the next best novel just waiting for me to be pushed to my motivational limit. I keep saying I am thinking about it. I am. I AM going to do this. I already signed up. Thanks to my girl Shandee. I love that girl.



It starts April 1st. Then again in I think June. I figured, I will be stuck in a car for nine hours. What else am I going to do. 10,000 Words ... HERE I COME.  If all else fails, Maybe I can at least get a few awesome shorts and just make a compilation of sorts.

My whole house smells like Mulberry. Or at least I hope so. Because that is what it is supposed to smell like. I don't exactly know what it should smell like, just know that the candles Mrs. Norton ordered are supposed to smell like it. So basically I am just hoping like hell that the Candle scent I used. IS IN FACT MULBERRY. We shall see I guess. It smells great though. I can't seem to keep my nose away from them.

Okay .. coffee has run cold and I really do have a ton to do. So I better scoot. I hope you guys have a great day. If not great then decent. If not decent ... then I hope like hell you got a good slice of pie, ice cream  ANYTHING to sweeten it a little while you plot revenge. LOL. xxDee

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