The day after

If I am going to tell the truth ... I spent yesterday investigating. I just couldn't let it go. I couldn't believe something like that could happen without me seeing it. It makes me wonder, what else is going on around me that I haven't noticed AND SHOULD?

As nerdy as this is, I spent a good deal of my day hiding in the bushes and listening to the workers. Seeing if I could pick up any clue, that they were in fact responsible. AGAIN, I do not know Spanish, so this did me no good. Absolutely NO GOOD! The only thing I succeeded in getting, hiding in those bushes, was a scratchy face breaking out because my skin is sensitive, a cat I am allergic to rubbing against my leg causing hives and a tick on my left shoulder. YAY ME!

Sigh .........

It wasn't a complete loss playing private detective. I felt like a kid again, I got that feeling inside when you are a kid. I also got a really cool idea for a juvenile detective like story. Two wins at once.

You know that saying, things happen for a reason? Maybe the reason for this was to revisit my child like self, lord knows I have been feeling old. Also, maybe it was to get the inspiration for a new story and I might, JUST MIGHT ... make enough to get a new grill. Although, a fence is first on my list.

I'm still angry .... I can not look out that window or take the dogs out without getting pissed all over again. This contributed to my OOPS of a diet. You see, what happen was .... I was walking through food lion, and EVERYTHING and I do mean everything was burgers corn on the cobs ETC. Even a sign that said, Don't miss the end of grilling season, with a sale on steak. Grocery shopping made me angry, which then turned into being upset ... and then I saw ice cream and then my literal thought was "I'm sad, I can't grill ..... SHAMROCK SHAKES! I deserve ice cream." I do not really know my logic there, but that is how it happened.

I am supposed to be having a good weekend, But I am stuck on something  I can do absolutely nothing to about. That bullshit cop, no help ... I doubt any cop around here would be of help, if someone isn't dead, they could really care less.

Going to try, TRY my best to let this go, I am not normally one for holding grudges, but I SERIOUSLY with my whole wide heart HOPE they fall on their fucking faces. Or that the food they cook on that grill is undercooked and they get sick .. or , and this is the big OR, hopefully the tank of gas springs a leak and blows them to smithereens. Too harsh? Maybe I am over reacting, but, I think any one who goes through this, knows, and would side with me on that one.

Thanks for listening to me rant. Have a good day guys! xxDee

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ROBBED! In daylight ... WTF?

If getting robbed was ever meant to be on my bucket list before I die ... I can no doubt about it, check it off now.

Sigh ...........................................


These people had balls too! This happened during the day, WHILE I WAS HOME!


I was sitting on my computer, doing Tomoson reviews, you have a deadline for those, and I was reaching mine. I had already taken the dogs out, so I was going to settle in and get to work.


Cut to, too much coffee and the need to pee .... I hear a jiggle. It's my back door. I thought it was the dogs just making noise. I rolled my eyes. Then the noise is louder and just like every other time ... I yelled out, KNOCK IT OFF BOYS! Be quiet, you already went out you are fine! My voice is not a quite toned voice ... I got a set of lungs that is for sure. Either way, the noise stops. I'm like, thank god. Come back into the living room, get myself a drink and I settle in.

Keep in mind that I like to live in a cave. ALL MY BLINDS STAY CLOSED! or they tend to, not anymore.

The hours pass... Britt scares the shit out of me when she busts through the living room door. "Home from school." An hour later, I head out to the bus stop and I wait for the two youngest ones. They get home, its a happy reunion. I ask them about their day, we make our way inside and all is good.

A friend calls, asks to come over. I say yes, and so it is what it is. A few minutes after arrival. Avery gets annoyed, because she gets that way quite easily. Asks, "Can I go outside momma?" I don't feel comfortable with her outside alone, especially with the workers across the street. I tell her, "Not alone, Navaya and Erin should go with you." They go out and then they come back in.

"Momma, where is our stuff?" WTF, crosses my mind. I'm like "What?" "Our stuff is gone." I reply with the usual "No its not ... don't mess with me." They keep insisting, I keep saying its a game. FINALLY I am like FINE! I will play your game. I will go out, they will be like GOTCHA and I can get back to what I am doing.

THEY TOOK IT ALL ......

That spot you see is a brick patio nick had laid down to place our BRAND NEW GRILL! You can see the spilled the catch bowel ... along with the gas tank. ETC.
You know, It's not really about the grill, I do not feel like they stole the grill, I feel like they stole my sense of security. I am terrified to let the girls go outside now.

I cannot afford a fence, so that shit has to wait ... I feel like they are out there, watching, laughing even. SUCKS BALLS!

I keep telling myself it could have been worse! I could have forgotten to lock the lock yesterday, they could have came inside ... It could have been much worse.

Either way, I call the cops. THE COP IS A DOUCHE! You know people who say things sweetly and slowly to show that they think you are an idiot. ANYTHING I SAID, was just stupid! AFUCKINGPARENTLY I have no idea that I DID IN FACT see my grill sitting there when I took the dogs out at noon, that NOPE, I DIDN'T .... thieves only take things like this at night!
I KNOW ..... My grill was there.

Either way, there is nothing they can do. I didn't see who took it, there for it is what it is. He will file a report, but most likely nothing will be found. Gave me advice
NEXT TIME
Chain it to your porch :)

Sigh ... I shouldn't have to chain it to my porch, and I wont have a grill anytime soon anyway. Grills are not cheap and frankly I have bills to pay, I can't just buy another fucking grill.

He also assures me ... KIDS ARE BACK IN SCHOOL NOW, the crime will die down. WTF really? What a useless cop! Cops like his, are the reason no one gives a shit about cops these days. Insensitive.
I get that they see this all the time, but the people going through it, clearly do not.

Either way ... I feel violated. FUNNY, how something as STUPID AS A DAMNED GRILL can make someone feel, suddenly UNSAFE in their own home.

I am just glad I locked the door yesterday.


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Boy its been a long August!

I swear this August has been the busiest month for me. With summer coming to an end, school beginning and all that comes with school, getting up early, band practices, fighting with the girls to actually attend school. It just seems like it has lasted an eternity.

Been going through some medical issues lately, Nothing I really want to talk about just yet, but it is also a very big reason why I have been feeling so stressed out lately. Along with just exhausted! I am so tired. I could get a full nights rest and wake up ready for bed.

See that pup there in the picture? His name is Silas. That poor pup was so mistreated. His whole life has been void of love, and caring. He is a foster. He came to me barely unable to walk, the previous person caring for him had starved him. He was locked in an outside crate with no human contact and has suffered physical abuse. BREAKS MY HEART to know that people can do this. I freaking seriously dislike people at times. I would choose an animal over a person anytime. There are no hidden agendas ..... just pure love.

Either way .... this foster pup soon as he arrived I was on a mission to show him how he should have been treated. I swear, this dog just doesn't know how to be a dog. Didn't know what playing was. Its been a couple of weeks now, he has come a long way, and I was thinking he should be a FAILED FOSTER! meaning .... I would keep him. Should be foster but he needs to be family.

I got hit in the face with reality of THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON .... just maybe not the reason you think it should happen.

I swear, I was like ... seeing that picture on Dee Dee's page and taking him in, it was meant. He was meat to be mine. Turns out, I was wrong. I have already found a family for Silas. A couple who just lost their dog "Their baby." When nick told me they wanted to adopt him, I was like NO! I was finding any reason what so ever on why they cant. But when you see a womans heart break, and know that the only way she will heal, is having something to love .... and knowing Silas ONLY wants to be love and needs a lot of it, if he was to come out of this pity mess he had become due to his past. The instant love .... I knew the reason Silas had come to me. He wasn't for me ... just for me to save and keep safe while the stars were arranging his true fait.

I am still sad, he isn't even gone yet ... but I feel that void.  let my heart completely fall in love with this pup. He really is one of those dogs who only want love. Marley ... that's my dog. I swear all he cares about is treats! Food seems to rule his life, he is so busy running around being crazy for food that he hardly ever just lays his head in your lap.
Silas .... could care less about treats, even though I am forever trying to get him to eat them anyways .... we are still working on upping his weight. He was skin and bones when he got here. But this dog, LEGIT only wants to be pet.

 I read an article once saying dogs don't like hugs .... This dog, yearns for them. I have never seen a dog smile "Sept for Marley when he is about to go outside for the first time of the day, or you just got home from a long day out." But Silas .... you can see sheer happiness in his eyes. Sounds silly maybe but you can see his heart through his eyes. Maybe its hope. He has such a strong loving spirit.

Either way ... lesson there. Things do happen or a reason, maybe not the way you want them to happen, but the things that happen, deff serve a purpose.


It's Friday ..... I am so thankful. First week of back to school has been accomplished and its a three day weekend. I very much so look forward to sleeping in.

Today is britt's first game where she will be marching in band for. I am so excited for her. I still have not wrapped it around in my head that she is in high school now.

I am seriously feeling so old.

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Phytoceramides Skin Therapy Supplement Review.

Okay .... If you are like me, you are thinking "Botox in a bottle? Yeah right!"




WRONG!





Dr. Oz wasn't lying about a few of his rants and raves.


First, This isn't a magic cure for age. It will not take you back 30 years. You will not go from looking 60 to looking 40. Here is what it does do.

One, I noticed better tone. This pill does what toners claim to do. But you do not have to risk a skin reaction by trying multiple products.

Two, I did notice my face tighten. I will not lie and say that it took away a double chin, or sagging under eye circles, But I did feel it tighten. Which the odd thing about that was that it still felt pliable.

Let me think of how to explain this,

You know mud masks? How when you leave them on for the ten minutes your face feels right and stiff, you can literally see your eye brows raised because that mask is pulling your face. Well, it feels like a light version of that, but at the same time, your face is moisturized. It doesn't feel dry .... just, ugh, I wish I could explain this better. You feel closer to your skin.
So I do believe it is doing something.

It is not drastically noticeable to the eye, as it is to how you feel in your skin.

I did notice that I felt fuller. I have bad under eye circles so my face tends to look sunken in. But any angle I went for while taking that selfie, was an okay angle.

It is not a miracle worker, but it does change the appearance of your skin slightly. I still have crows feet, they didn't disappear, but they aren't as defined either. Maybe this mixed with a few other things I have been trying together have found a way to work.

all in all, my skin feels healthier. I still look like I am aging, but I love the way my skin feels.


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Best Nut Milk Bag

The title says it all .... It really is the best.



I have never really been one to make my own juice, but since I have been on a health kick, I have been giving it a try. I had a new juicer (In the since that you squeeze and orange on this little orange thing, etc. I do not have the expensive ones.)



Either way ... I juiced a few oranges and Wooohoo, orange juice. Although, I was not good at it. I have serious issues with texture and every time a string or clump of orange hit my throat, I gagged ... to the point of yaking.

I saw this nut bag ... read what it was about and thought "What have I got to lose?"

When it came in the mail, I was excited. Mainly because I had given up trying to make my own juice until it got here. Morning rituals of almost getting sick was not really my idea of awesome.

So I squeezed the oranges .... pour the juice in this back, and squeezed it into my cup. It said you only have to do it once. but I did it twice, JUST IN CASE. It's really not a big time difference.

Either way... NO CLUMPS!! I made juice! I made juice that I could drink! I did my little nerdy dance and then made another cup. Not because I needed it. But because I could.

FIRST THING I LEARNED ABOUT WASHING THIS ... Don't stick it in the washer. AND IF YOU DO, don't use fabric softner. You can deff taste it!

I would suggest hand washing it, dish soap and make sure that it is completely rinsed before making some juice.

Next thing .... I haven't noticed any build up, any molds .. so it really is reusable!

I haven't used it for coffee yet, but I pretty much plan on trying it with everything.

YOU ARE NOT wasting your money when you get this thing! It is worth it!

If you are interested in getting one of these for yourself .... I have a contest on facebook going!

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Perfect Probiotic review

I decided to give these a try, While I did get a free bottle, it had not yet arrived. Luckily I had a friend who has been using it had a bottle and gave it over.

 .... I have been dealing with depression lately, and the stuff my doctor prescribes makes me feel numb. In fact, I do not feel like myself at all.



This stuff was supposed to improve your mood, and I thought. Hmmmmm ... what the hell. Lets give it a shot.



Bonus on top was that it also was supposed to relieve a sensitive stomach, I have issues with that, it seems everything I eat upsets my stomach, so this was a big bonus.

Another plus ... it is supposed to help you lose weight. Which I really just need help maintaining.

FIRST OFF ....... I did notice that I had more energy which in turn made me less grumpy, less mopey. I was tired, extreme tired by the end of the day. But they helped me get through my day.

Second ... there are still foods that did upset my stomach, but I noticed that I wasn't as harsh. I wasn't doubled over in pain. It was not a cure, but did make it more tolerable.

Weightloss .... not so much. But then again, I was not dieting. I ate whatever I wanted and I was not trying to lose weight.

I will not say that these are great for depression. But I think for a normal person who is not going through depression. I think they would improve their mood ABSOLUTELY!

I think that someone trying to lose weight on top of the rest ... could get good benefits. It does curb an appetite slightly. But I would not choose these for weightloss alone.

Its not  a cure for IBS or anything ...... but it does help. I do not understand how. But it does.
While these are not for me exactly. I do think that they could benefit others. It benefits sarah, she has been using them for about 3 months. According to her, it took roughly 2 and a half months to start seeing full benefits. So you have it ... someone it REALLY WORKED FOR, and is still working, and someone who tried it a month, had so so results and might have had better results if I had continued.


www.hyperbiotics.com (Company)


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Ageless by Thera Vita Review

Okay .... so we have tried them all. Serums, creams, etc. Trying to reduce the appearance of age. I myself have been fighting the battle to keep youth alive. So I am willing to try anything.



First thing, the smell. Smells a lot like sunscreen. You get hints of lavender and what smells to me sage once it is soothed into the skin.. It isn't a bad smell at all. But it is definitely not odorless.



Second thing, is the bottle.... If you are like me and a sucker for packaging. This one does not fall short in appealing to the eye. Silly as it sounds, it reminds me of the movie "Jurassic park." You know the shaving bottle that has all the tubes in it that contain the secrets of life "At least of those dinosaurs. That's what holding that bottle in your hand feels like. Futuristic. Like it contains magic. Or like a baton during a  relay race. Either way, I love both of those things. I have issues maybe. But the silver and the design, it just feels like that to me.

Texture on your face. You get a cool wet feeling at first that soothes into nothing. Feels like nothing. I use this when I am going makeup less, because even though you can not feel it on your face, it just feels fresh.

I do not know if it is this stuff alone, or the fact that I also use vitamin c serums, and exfoliate daily. But I do see a difference. I was seriously thinking about holding onto that resting "B" Face so that I could keep my face line free, but with the routine I have been doing mixed with this stuff, I think a few smiles here and there will be just tine.

I notice a difference mainly around my eyes, The circles under my eyes are less evident and the crows feet seem less deep. I do not know how to say that correctly. They do not seem as indented.

Fact is ... I love it. I would recommend it alone for how fresh your face feels. But I do in fact see a difference in lines. I can not say that it would take them directly. But after a few weeks of using it, it has smoothed them out. Kind of like using an air brush, the lines are still there, but less noticeable.

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